I came to see you because I needed to find some way to leave her in the past and up to that point, I hadn't done that. You really did get a bum rap, you know that? I mean, you're a Cylon, but you're not her. Does that even make any sense?
It's funny. A year ago if you had come to me and said that, I would have thought you were messing with my head. I would have gotten angry and resentful, and asked why the frak you couldn't just let Boomer go and let me do the same? You weren't her, you didn't want to be her, you were with Helo, you didn't want to be with me...
Now... I won't insult your intelligence by telling you I understand, but I'm willing to understand now.
As for what's been happening these days, it seems to me that the pilots have been sticking close to the pilots, the deck gang sticking close to each other... I really didn't mean to let our... whatever the hell it is we have now... go, and I'd like to remedy that. But there are other wounds to be healed before that can happen.
If you had asked me a year ago if I was avoiding you because you look like Boomer, I would have said yes. But I'm over her now. A part of me will always regret the way it went down with her, but I've let her go.
Why don't you come down with Helo and we'll all drink to a new beginning?
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Date: 2007-05-29 10:10 pm (UTC)I came to see you because I needed to find some way to leave her in the past and up to that point, I hadn't done that. You really did get a bum rap, you know that? I mean, you're a Cylon, but you're not her. Does that even make any sense?
It's funny. A year ago if you had come to me and said that, I would have thought you were messing with my head. I would have gotten angry and resentful, and asked why the frak you couldn't just let Boomer go and let me do the same? You weren't her, you didn't want to be her, you were with Helo, you didn't want to be with me...
Now... I won't insult your intelligence by telling you I understand, but I'm willing to understand now.
As for what's been happening these days, it seems to me that the pilots have been sticking close to the pilots, the deck gang sticking close to each other... I really didn't mean to let our... whatever the hell it is we have now... go, and I'd like to remedy that. But there are other wounds to be healed before that can happen.
If you had asked me a year ago if I was avoiding you because you look like Boomer, I would have said yes. But I'm over her now. A part of me will always regret the way it went down with her, but I've let her go.
Why don't you come down with Helo and we'll all drink to a new beginning?