I don't hate you. I hate myself for letting this happen. I walked right into it.
Her life was never perfect, not by any means. Maybe she had it easier than you, but she never had it easy.
I let you out of the brig because I didn't want you to die. I let you out knowing that if I loved you, then I had to let you go. My place is here. I forgot that for a little while, I thought maybe we could survive on our own and with the repairs I spearheaded, maybe humanity stands a fighting chance, too.
Don't tell me Cavil would have rolled out a welcome mat for me. The only thing he hates more than us are the humans. More likely he would've told someone to start prepping for surgery and dissect my brain.
Athena isn't you. She could never be you. But she's someone I like and respect and call my friend. How could her daughter being in danger not matter to me?
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Date: 2009-03-03 01:13 am (UTC)I don't hate you. I hate myself for letting this happen. I walked right into it.
Her life was never perfect, not by any means. Maybe she had it easier than you, but she never had it easy.
I let you out of the brig because I didn't want you to die. I let you out knowing that if I loved you, then I had to let you go. My place is here. I forgot that for a little while, I thought maybe we could survive on our own and with the repairs I spearheaded, maybe humanity stands a fighting chance, too.
Don't tell me Cavil would have rolled out a welcome mat for me. The only thing he hates more than us are the humans. More likely he would've told someone to start prepping for surgery and dissect my brain.
Athena isn't you. She could never be you. But she's someone I like and respect and call my friend. How could her daughter being in danger not matter to me?