Locked from President Roslin

[number_eight]

She lied. She frakking lied to me. To Helo. To Admiral Adama! She used us all in some little game of hers. Damn it! I knew Doc Cottle was lying when he'd said Hera's lungs weren't fully developed. I'd thought she was dead, though, and that they'd all contrived to murder my daughter.

No. It was so much worse than that.

President Roslin stole my daughter from me and let another woman raise her for over a year, and now? Now thanks to her, Hera is in the hands of the Cylons.

I'm going to find her. I sincerely doubt that the Admiral will stop me, either. He looked as angry as I felt when he told me the news.


Journal Entry of Sharon "Athena" Agathon

Comments

Re: Locked to Sharon

[leobenconoy.livejournal.com]

I think you're a lot of things, but stupid isn't one of them. Right now, though, I'd have to say that paranoid leads the pack.

Locked to Leoben

[number-eight.livejournal.com]

After everything that's happened, I think I have every right to be paranoid.

Out of morbid curiosity, what exactly do you think I am?

Re: Locked to Sharon

[leobenconoy.livejournal.com]

You're proof of what could be.

Proof that we're not just a bunch of pre-programmed responses and imitated emotions, that we're capable of feeling love, being in love and giving it in return. Proof that the war doesn't have to go on forever because coexistence is possible.

Locked to Leoben

[number-eight.livejournal.com]

Three called me a traitor to our race. I fell in love with Helo, with a human, and I disobeyed orders because of that. Yes, we can feel love and we are more than what humans say that we are, but... God, if you really think that I'm different, that I'm "proof", then why have I been called a traitor?

Re: Locked to Sharon

[leobenconoy.livejournal.com]

Three? She's just one model. One that I'm not even sure has the right to pass judgment on anyone as of late. If we can boldly expect to be forgiven by God for our sins, it seems hypocritical not to forgive those who've sinned against us.

Who said being the archetype was going to be easy? Maybe it isn't a role you chose and it chose you instead, but the point is it's a role you have, like it or not and I don't think your hardships are in vain.

Locked to Leoben

[number-eight.livejournal.com]

So you're forgiving me for disobeying orders, or forgiving me for falling in love with a human? Who, exactly, is doing the forgiving? Just you? Like you said, you're just one model.

My hardships are not part of God's plan.

Re: Locked to Sharon

[leobenconoy.livejournal.com]

I am only one, I know that, doesn't mean I'm the only one willing to listen to reason. I just happen to be the one you're talking to at the moment, so all I can do is speak for myself.

They're for nothing, then? Kind of a dismal outlook on things, don't you think?

Locked to Leoben

[number-eight.livejournal.com]

So, what? Are you saying there are other models willing to listen, or just other copies of you?

Maybe. Probably. It's the only way I can reason that God would allow something like this to happen.

Re: Locked to Sharon

[leobenconoy.livejournal.com]

Other models, yes. I'm sure of it.

Hmm. Maybe your reasoning skills need some altering.

Locked to Leoben

[number-eight.livejournal.com]

I'll listen to them if they decide to actually speak to me first.

I'm not going to be altered in any way. I'm fine, as imperfect as I might be right now.